being terrified of the pharmacology midterm and crying from being overwhelmed just before the lab where we learn how to get cows in a chute.
everyone telling me how fast it will go and thinking to myself, "but each day is so long."
jumping out of my seat after 8 hours of lecture to run on the indoor track and clear my head.
studying in the library bridge for 10+ hours straight including meals and vowing to never do that again.
walking up the steps after a long day and anatomy lab, thinking to myself, "what the hell did I do? I left this easy job that paid well, for this stressful, formaldehyde-smelling life that doesn't include Matt."
some point in the middle of 2nd year no longer questioning why I left my finance career behind.
my surgery partner (also a second career student) saying "isn't this so much cooler than sitting at a desk all day?" as I finish closing up my canine castration incision.
thinking I am not smart enough to be here.
all those nights I could not fall asleep despite melatonin, benadryl, excedrin pm...
the feeling of what do I do now after the last final of each semester.
and I am sure to remember so much more over the next year, hopefully those memories will be just a little more positive than the first 2 years.